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Shen Yuan (peerlesscucumber) ([personal profile] peaklordshen) wrote2023-10-09 09:43 am

open post: in a carefully staged pavilion

Shen Qingqiu is luxuriating in having his cultivation restored. He's also steeling himself for his next conversation with Luo Binghe, trying to engineer everything about it so he doesn't fucking die. The combination means he is being... maybe a little bit extra.

The Mansion's closets have a strange way of giving him the clothing he's used to; apparently both as Shen Qingqiu and—before that. He ignores the array of jeans and Naruto t-shirts and selects a set of fine silk robes in greens of deepening hue, so that the crossed layers at his throat imitate the sequential layers of a bamboo shoot: from forest green passing through spring green and jade to near-white as they reach his skin. He also takes great care with his hair and his guan—he can't look like a slob in front of the Emperor.

There are several beautiful Chinese-style pavilions on the Mansion grounds1, and he chooses one in the shadow of a blossoming cherry tree. The sun is high, painting dappled shadows across the floor of the pavilion as the blossoms sway in the breeze. He fetches a small writing table and sets it up on one side of the pavilion. Under it he tucks the congee, rescued from the rice cooker, which is...well, it can charitably be said to smell like it might be edible. As long as Binghe doesn't think he's being intentionally poisoned, maybe it'll be okay?

He takes great care with the invitation. He considers writing it with the very expensive pen Crowley had conjured for him, but it feels wrong, not to grind his own ink for it; disrespectful, somehow. Thankfully he keeps an extra brush and ink stone in the qiankun pouch in his sleeve. He crumples up several drafts before he's happy with his calligraphy,2 and decorates the edges of the page with bamboo leaves and elegant black lotuses.

If he were really doing this properly, he'd have taken the time to boil some cherry blossom petals, distill their steam into perfume, and then add it to the ink—but he'd felt like he was risking his life just going back into the kitchens for the congee. It's the most likely place for Luo Binghe to be, after all, since there's no throne room or audience hall here, and the whole point of the invitation in the first place is for them to meet on Shen Qingqiu's respectful and very much non-confrontational terms.

He folds the invitation and marks it with Luo Binghe's name and a small talisman that both seeks his former disciple and makes sure he's the only one who can open it. With a wave of his hand he sends it wafting away on the breeze, and then settles back. To wait. He has a small stack of parchment at his elbow, so when Luo Binghe arrives—or if anyone else should happen upon him—he can pretend he had something occupying him rather than just sitting here, paralyzed with anticipation.

1 As established by Temeraire.
2 This is definitely just him being obsessive and a perfectionist. As Peak Lord of the scholar's peak at Cang Qiong, Shen Qingqiu's calligraphy is impeccable. He's won contests.
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[personal profile] protagonisthalo 2023-10-13 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"So eager to leave me?" Luo Binghe says in a low voice that he uses often with his wives. He is teasing still, but there is true anxiety behind the question that he struggles to hide. He has not yet learned to master himself around someone who affects him so deeply. And perhaps he knows, or hopes, that if he fails to fully master himself—if he lets show that he wants Shen Qingqiu's company badly—then Shen Qingqiu might respond with tenderness. No one has ever treated Luo Binghe as so fragile, and it's—insulting, surely—but he can't help but try to draw it out. Shen Qingqiu does not like to answer his questions, but he is sensitive to Luo Binghe's moods. Perhaps Luo Binghe asked the question because he truly wanted to hear the answer.
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[personal profile] protagonisthalo 2023-10-14 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Luo Binghe leans into the touch, giving Shen Qingqiu his prettiest smile. It is the answer he wanted—but Shen Qingqiu was attempting to leave only a moment ago. Now that Luo Binghe is satisfied that he would stay if asked, he can allow it.

But it's difficult to let him simply walk away. He is not yet Luo Binghe's, and they have not determined when they might see each other again. Luo Binghe wants more of a guarantee than "sometime." He wishes for a token he could give Shen Qingqiu, the way he switched sword tassels with Liu Mingyan when they were young. Knowing she had his tassel by her side kept him confident that he was still in her thoughts throughout the long years in the Abyss. He has nothing on him now that might serve such a purpose.

Luo Binghe withdraws one of the books from the library from his storage ring. "Take this," he says. "The books here tell of many strange worlds. I would like to hear your thoughts." And he would like Shen Qingqiu to come back to him.